I’m So Scared to Lose You | {THE AND} Emma & Francoise (Part 1) (YouTube Video Transcript)

(00:00:00) Your YouTube transcript will appear here (00:00:00) - Hey guys, this is Miriam from The Skin Deep, (00:00:02) we have these amazing card games available for you, (00:00:05) if you wanna dig deeper into your relationships, (00:00:07) just visit theskindeep.com/shop. (00:00:12) - How do you feel about the next chapter of your life? (00:00:16) (both laughing) (00:00:19) - I'm going to become a dancer, (00:00:21) I'm going to take the cooking lessons, grad school. (00:00:29) What are your three favorite memories we share? (00:00:36) - This is a hard question for me. (00:00:39) So many years, every dinner, (00:00:45) just since leaving school, (00:00:48) the way that our relationship became- (00:00:51) - Different. - Yeah. (00:00:53) Much more of like a friendship almost, (00:00:57) there was like a deep sharing and honesty (00:01:02) that we have cultivated, (00:01:06) but that isn't really a specific memory or moment, (00:01:09) but it's like a period that began when I moved to New York. (00:01:16) - What I remember is some of the things, (00:01:19) when I was able to teach you something, (00:01:22) and the ones that I can remember, (00:01:25) you were at the San Francisco School (00:01:28) and you were trying, you have two poles (00:01:34) and you have a ladder that goes like that, (00:01:37) but you didn't know how to do it. (00:01:40) You grabbed one. - The monkey bars. (00:01:42) - And then you grabbed the other, (00:01:45) and I got up, I was watching you (00:01:49) and I showed you how to throw your body. (00:01:53) And then it became very easy (00:01:55) and suddenly you could do it. (00:02:00) I enjoyed those moments, (00:02:03) - I love that. - And learning (00:02:04) how to catch a ball. (00:02:07) - You taught me how to catch a ball? (00:02:08) - Yes. (00:02:09) - Thanks. (00:02:13) What's one thing I could do to improve our relationship? (00:02:21) - I wouldn't say improve our relationship, (00:02:25) because I don't think that two people can be any closer, (00:02:32) than we are. (00:02:34) And some of the things that sometimes, (00:02:38) maybe everyday to me a little bit, (00:02:40) are things that are part of being 23, (00:02:45) and part of my being from a different, (00:02:49) I'm not a different generation, (00:02:52) I am a different sixth generation from yours, (00:02:58) and from another country, there are certain things (00:03:02) that I will never accept, or I will never forget, (00:03:07) or that I will never think can be done better (00:03:11) a different way, I mean, I'm a product of an education, (00:03:15) I'm the product of a certain type of family, (00:03:18) so, that is so sometimes yes, sometimes you can be annoying. (00:03:25) So what? (00:03:27) So I take you as you are? (00:03:29) Or I say well, next time, it won't be. (00:03:33) - But when you're upset with me, (00:03:37) there's nothing that upsets me more. (00:03:40) It's frustrating, it's sad, it's confusing sometimes, (00:03:46) sometimes, often our disagreements are, (00:03:50) when you're upset with me, come from miscommunications. (00:03:55) Related to technology, or. (00:03:59) - I'm a wizard. (00:04:00) - You are. (00:04:02) - I don't even know the left from the right. (00:04:05) - Yes you do, you know, you got an iPhone, you use Lyft, (00:04:10) you know what you're doing. (00:04:12) When do you feel closest to me? (00:04:19) - I have a feeling that all the time, (00:04:24) even if we are not in the same home, in the same country, (00:04:27) in the same place, but close to you always, (00:04:34) with the feedings that if you call me, (00:04:37) and tell me, I have to be there in five minutes, (00:04:42) I'll be there in five minutes. (00:04:44) - What if there's traffic? (00:04:46) (both laughing) (00:04:52) - What are you hesitant to tell me? (00:05:06) - I really didn't wanna cry. (00:05:12) - These are good tears. (00:05:13) - Yes, they're very good, very good tears. (00:05:22) I'm so scared to lose you. (00:05:27) And I love you so much, (00:05:29) and you always say to me, do you know how much I love you? (00:05:33) You say it all the time, every time I see you. (00:05:35) And, I go yes, yes, because I'm so awkward (00:05:38) and as soon as I see you well up, I'm like, (00:05:43) because I don't wanna do it. (00:05:44) And I feel that I haven't maybe said enough, (00:05:50) how much you mean to me and- (00:05:52) - I think I know. (00:05:54) - Yeah, but it's nice, I Know, I should say it more. (00:05:58) - No I think I feel it, I know it. (00:06:01) I don't think we always need words between ourselves. (00:06:06) - But you're so good at that. (00:06:08) You make me feel like I walked through the world (00:06:12) having a bad day, but I'm like, (00:06:13) I know May May loves me today, and that's great. (00:06:20) What's one lesson you never want me to forget? (00:06:30) - That when a door closes, a window opens. (00:06:37) And it's really true. (00:06:40) And don't focus on the closed door, (00:06:44) but look for the window. (00:07:03) - Hey guys, I hope you enjoyed the video, (00:07:04) if you wanna see more videos like this one, (00:07:06) you should definitely consider supporting us on Patreon (00:07:09) at theskindeep.com/patreon. (00:07:11) Thank you very much.